Just Emptying My Thoughts..

Because I lost RM100, I only had an ‘egg tea’ at TongSuiGai on Sunday.

I went to Greentown’s Old Town Kopitiam on Monday night. There were 8 of us and we sat at the exact same place I sat on Saturday night. LOL.. Had 2 glass of drinks there. FatChicken could make it. (first time since n-years..) It had been so long since we last saw him.

On Tuesday, we met up with EstherLim who came back all the way from Subang. It was too bad that many of us couldn’t make it. It has been another ’so long’ since we last saw her. And her hair is So Thick!!.. (Don’t worry, she’s still with short hair.. haha..) For those who are wondering, our friend here is the same as since we last saw her.. lol.. My second time at a photo booth..

Wednesday started with wasted time at the basketball court. Then we moved on to another court. I had a filling lunch at Moment Cafe. My first official lunch Outside after coming back from Pahang =)

Badminton was on from 3.30-5.30pm. I learnt that it is Very Scary to change from your normal route while driving, especially when you are Not notified earlier. I still drive Dangerously. I hope I can learn to calm down next time. I think I am very scared when I drive others around and tend to lose my confidence in driving. Haih. I still have a Long way to learn. Patience..

Went yumcha at night because there was no electricity at home.

~ Best friends accept you no matter what a weirdo you are. ~

~ Friends who really care about you wants the best for you =) ~

Date : 19 September 2009 (Saturday)

Time : 7.30pm-10++pm

Venue : Old Town Kopitiam, Greentown

pretty ladies All in two rows =)

ZhiHui, SiewYoke, Chin, Lydia, SokWai (i Love the "kopitiam feel" with the menu on top of our heads!!)

Chin, Lydia, SokWai, YeeSan

SiewYoke, PhuiYan, Lydia

the last photo i think i'm uploading : PhuiYan, Lydia, ZhiHui, SokWai, JiaFoong (i love this pic A Lot. somehow, i wish Yip was inside. haih..)

A few photos stolen from YeeSan & PhuiYan’s fb album.. Haha, hope the two of you don’t mind me posting these here.. =)

I’m back from another reunion with the girls..=) Lovely!!

It’s a big happy gang we had there. We occupied about FOUR tables at the GreentownOldTownKopitiam. Our usual meeting place.

The first comment I got from SokWai about my blog : Why no updates? Sick of the PART TWO (refer to the post below.. haha)

The MGS gang tonight comprised of KitYee, KahMun, Audrey, Jamie, YeeSan, Sokwai, JiaFoong, SiewYoke, ZhiHui,Yip-pie, EeXin, KaYee, PhuiYan, Chin & I.

I missed them so much and felt so out of touch. I can be MYSELF with them. So at ease. When I arrived, I spent some time observing each and everyone of them, especially those that I haven’t seen for so, so long. Haha, glad that everyone’s still the same. Well, at least when we meet, we still act the same. One big, Noisy, Happy Family. HEHEHE..

Some asked why am I not getting online. Yes, I know. It’s so hard to keep in touch =(

We exchanged stories & took many, many pictures. HAHA.. So gona check them out. Must steal some for myself!!

That’s all from me I guess. I’m so glad I didn’t miss this night out!!

Love ya, peeps!! *wink*

PART TWO : Dinner At Kopitiam =) 7pm.

Oh GOSH, I LOVE the dinner. I was the second to arrive. KahMun was the First. It has been so, so, so Long since I met up with the girls.

KahMun, YeeSan, Audrey, Sokwai, Tracy, Yip, ZhiHui, JiaFoong, Chin & I. All 10 of us in Greentown Ipoh Kopitiam. We chatted non-stop. haha.. We acted like natural talking machines & amplifiers. LOL. Wherever we go, Noise sure follows.

It was so long since I met KahMun, Audrey, Tracy, ZhiHui, JiaFoong & Chin. I met SokWai & YeeSan on Saturday morning. I spent my Friday with Yippie.. =)

I enjoyed myself tremendously hearing their stories, sharing some of mine, relating with ZhiHui’s matriculation life and etc. The ‘discussion’ was divided into 3, with YeeSan & KahMun rambling about Form6 life, Chin and her roommate, JiaFoong & her classmates.. As usual, when SokWai sees someone with SonyEricsson phone, she’s gona ‘blue’ any nice themes.. haha.. So she’s busy with the her phone & Tracy’s.. Yip looked tired. Pity her.. Then, Audrey was listening to our complaints patiently while Tracy brought some homemade little chocolate things for us. hehe..

However, the Best part of it was being able to see all of them, hearing their voices and seeing that many of us have not changed much. Just the satisfaction of meeting these girls again. =) That’s what matters most. I was so reluctant to see them all leave. Although it wasn’t a really complete gathering, it really made my day =) 

YeeSan, KahMun & I were the last ones to leave. We left together and went our separate ways. 

It’s gona be another n-days before I get to see all of you again. I love you guys!! Take care!! =)

I really used up my whole day to meet up with friends. Well, all I can say is that it was a ‘Friendly’ day. Meeting up with new friends & Making new friends. (If they consider me as one.. haha..)

Firstly, I went to ACS Ipoh to meet up with SokWai Jie. I was in BB T-shirt. haha. BB.. The uniformed unit I would definitely join if I am doing Form6 in ACS Ipoh.

There was this school basketball match organised by the school and SokWai, YeeSan, YiWen, IngIng & Marie were joining, representing 6RB. haha.. I know this is None of My Business. LOL.. Looking at those orange “MOLTEN” basketballs really made me Itch to play. hehe..

Back to the topic : It was my purpose to meet up, spend some time and chat with SokWai. I met up with Yip the day before. =)  

I had fun watching them play, laughing all along. SokWai brought me for a little tour around the school when she saw that I was getting restless. haha.. It was fun listening to SokWai as she rambles on about school life. Answering all the “If-s” in my mind IF I really chose Form6 over Matriculation. Aih, but my choice was made and there is No Turning Back now. To me, Form6 seems so fun & torturing at the same time. It’s the company that’s fun, Never the system..

I enjoyed the little “sharing session” I had with SokWai too. We had a lot going on in our minds, especially her & I was glad we were able to at least share our burden. Although nothing was solved, at least I had someone to pour out my feelings to. I can never find someone like that in Pahang. All those tangled mess in the brain. Aih..  

Oh, on a brighter note, I really laughed A Lot this morning =)

>>The boys’ antics when asking the girls to ‘add oil’ & their jokes.

>>SokWai’s ‘huge pants’ experience. Changing pants in the Boy’s Toilet. haha..

>>Getting to know that Marie is actually “Ma Li”..

>>BFC lah.. ABC lah.. lol..

>>In the car with YiWen on the way to BigTreeLeg. hahahahahaha.. I really couldnt control myself here.. lol..

>>Bubu’s Crap. lol.. He can really be ZhiHui’s best friend =P  

My day ended with a Hearty Lunch at BigTreeLeg =) It was actually painful for me to laugh because I was really full when I was laughing non-stop at the ‘crap’ made by Mr.BUBU.. [why is he called BUBU?? lol..]

It was great meeting up with SokWai, seeing YeeSan being SO YeeSan and YiWen having so much spirit to win the basketball matches.

So yea, to show that I do remember those nice people I met in the morning…

IngIng, the girl from Grik who represented her previous school in basketball. Marie, the PGS girl, “Ma Li” whom I heard about from my PGS friends. WeiKang aka Bubu who holds 5 Presidency. [SokWai says he's gona get saman from GBP. lol.. rmb to take a photo of the saman & post it in the blog yea!!] WengHong, the President of BB 09/10. Sum, going off to Sarawak in 2 weeks.

Those info were what I happen to gather from the conversations they had. Most Importantly, they are from the Same Class. 6RB. haha.. That’s gonna be my class too if I’m in Form6. haiz.. Anyway, I have to thank SokWai for bringing me around the school & showing me some classmates I would get to know If I’m in Form6.

Aih, suan le bah.. I have to constantly remind myself that “I’m Not In Form6″..

It was a pleasure meeting all of you =)

I had a sudden urge to get up at 5am tomorrow and walk up Kledang Hill. Then get back in time to meet Miss TanSokWai.

Too bad my driving skills still don’t permit me to do so. It’s not like I am completely sure of the way to get there. Aih..

I had never been so happy since n-days. I came back from another yumcha session. With a girl you never met so long, it’s definitely different. We had more to chat. The session the night before was Dull.

KongPohAnn. haha.. She’s a girl I trust a lot =) -erm that is out of topic actually..  She was telling AhChan & I her experience after transferring to ACS Ipoh. [To my certain Ex-Classmates : Yes, she is in the same school with you Now.] And we had so much to laugh about. It has got to do with the way she relate things. Filled with emotion. I don’t remember myself laughing so much since I left..  

She is in Bio. And to those who is already thinking that she asked for transfer to the 1st class:  No, She Didn’t. I don’t know about the others But I know she didn’t.

I called up Christina at midnight to see life in ACS for the Physics students. Had a good chat with her too although she didn’t tell me much. The talking was mostly done by the talkative Me.. I guess I had a lot to ask because I, myself is a Physics student in Matriculation =P

And FYI, I am really Envious & Jealous that you have such a good Physics teacher by the name of KCLeong. *wink* haha =)

On another note, I am anticipating the ‘dinner’ with my beloved ex-classmates =) When are you free in your busy Form 6 life?? Saturday night maybe?? I hope there’s no tuition that night. If not, I’ll have to keep my fingers crossed about the so called ‘catch-up session’ =( Gona have to call SokWai. Doubt You are gona read this. LOL..

>>>I hate crying.

I had always thought it is good to cry when you are sad. But someone once told me I cry because I am helpless over the situation. And it really got me thinking..

helpless > sad > cry

For me, I think the crying starts with helplessness Not sadness. It’s like an act of self-pity. Stupid me. I feel so Weak when i cry. Feeling useless and hating myself now..

>>>It feels dumb to think of someone when u don’t know whether he or she thinks of you so much in return.

>>>I’m happy to know that my friend is in love. But to give up just because of a wrong assumption, a very unclear assumption.. It’s a waste. I think he likes you too. Don’t just assume you are a second choice when you are only Assuming his first.

>>>I was almost moved to tears when i read this..

“Starwalk without Lydia made me think that something important was missing since she’s almost like a symbol of starwalk, just like how guitars remind me of Jessica. I really wished that Lydia was there with us.”

~tansokwai~

courtesy of http://thousandyearsoficeprison.blogspot.com/2009/06/outingsstarwalk.html

Haih.. I really, really wished that I was back. Thanks SokWai. You don’t know how much it meant to me, seeing that in that blog of yours =) On a lighter note, reading that paragraph alone feels as if Lydia is dead. hehe =P

end of randomness..

For the time being, I’ll just say that I’m back in Ipoh =)

It was quite a journey from Pahang to Ipoh but the feeling of coming back to one’s hometown is so different. It’s my Official break. My mid-semester break from the Matriculation programme. I feel so liberated. The anticipation was building up since my test finished. I had to endure 3 days of lessons before coming home.

I was back in the late evening. I finally had a chance to repay Chan’s kind deeds. I always have dinner with her family on my way back to Pahang or when she returns from Ipoh. Mum brought us to a new coffee shop near MGS to yumcha and there we ordered Chan’s ever-favourite Rojak. lol..

When I came home, I noticed :

1) The weather’s so warm in Ipoh.

2) My room is so small & my things are so messy.

3) It feels So Good not having to queue up to bath or go to the bathroom with a pail.

4) It’s satisfying having a meal with a porcelain bowl.

5) I miss chicken meat that is not fried & vegetables that are not half-cooked. (Malays like them slightly raw. I guess they love ulam..)

5) I miss going online at my own pace!!

I even told Chan that if i do not online tonight, my surname is not Pang. I believe I lived true to my surname. hahaha..

Oh and I consider myself done reading all the blogs i wanted to read. There were 2 blogs which made me feel really heavy on the inside. I’ll elaborate later. Have to sleep now. Gonna have morning walk with Mum tomorrow =)

sorry guys for not replying to the comments. thanks for still coming to my blog. well since i have limited time, i hv to choose between updating or replying comments. it’s pretty obvious what i chose eh? lol.. sorry sorry..

well it’s not my laptop to begin with. and i am actually supposed to be drawing a graph of h against t2 NOW to complete my physics practical report. but oh wells.. 

JienMay and I sent off RanMay today.. just now. in the afternoon. we were so lucky to be there when she left. if not, no one would be there to sent her off.. the others went for outing in kuantan.. aih.. 

SawRanMay. a girl hu got mara scholarship. on the way to become a doctor. doing foundation in taylor’s, i think. lucky girl she is!! =)

haha the first impression she gave me was “hey, dat hair looks like jessica’s!!”

yup my beloved Ex-deskmate, she got your hair.

haha she is this shy & quiet girl who talks when u talk to her.

an athletic girl too. she jogs every evening!!>even in the hot sun!!! [more rajin than u lor jessicaloh!!]>oh but she’s taller than you.. =P

i will remember the time when she told me this at the staircase :  “i din even notice you dont know chinese.”

she meant mandarin la.. dat day i was telling bout my inability to converse fluently in mandarin & dat i prefer cantonese more. she was kinda shocked. LOL..

haha i must be speaking the language pretty well eh? *perasan case* haha nola cuz i think we seldom speak to each other. dats y she duno my actual flaws in the language.. we normally just hi-bye and hv some small chats..

so yea, RanMay.. all the best ler, Future Doctor in the making.. i noe u wont be reading this.. but yea.. it was glad knowing you!! =)

thanks for the 2 choclairs!! take care & God bless you!!

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HEHEHEHEHE!! =P

Happy 15th Birthday, Elaine Pang!! =)

duno whether u curi-curi check my blog la.. but yea. happy birthday la, sis!!

all the best to u and ur seni folio due on monday la..

got cum check, jau leave a comment la. LOL..

i dun mind. since i’m in PAHANG now. hahahahaha.. but i think it’s best if u dun cum!! =P

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happy birthday to YOU too, Jamie Leong!!

happy 18th birthday.. =)

duno whether u still come here.. haha..

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oh to those birthdays i missed like phuiyan & kayee. i am so sorry!! iz not like i dun rmb. but i’ve got no time to blog my b’day wishes. haha. sorry ler.. not dat u all mind eh? hahaha…

hope u all dun mind la.

bye for now. till next time!!

=)

graphs, graphs.. here i come.. T.T

oh i went to gambang with ahchan to yumcha today.. just to have a taste of chinese food. but the conclusion is : gambang’s food dont taste nice at all. aih i miss ipoh’s food!!