Just Emptying My Thoughts..

27 march 2009 friday

woke up around 11 sumthing. went to school to get done with that borang thing. saw mrs lee & pn ho & pn pushpinder in the office.. had a little chat with mrs lee.

when i was done i went home & later went to big tree leg for lunch. junjen, senghoe, christina, chooimee & i. met durian & his friend, camel thr.. lol.. all the weird names.. college lunch break 12.20 to 2.20pm..

after that, a few of us went to the JPN perak to register someone for spm ulangan. spent So Long there.. i din noe so many ppl would retake their tests. it was ppl mountain, ppl sea!!.. mrs lee saw me there too! lol.. was shocked when i saw her there. lol. meeting your principal outside the school when you are not with your school frenz.. a different feeling. haha. luckily she was rushing & didn’t ask much.. 

it was kinda late. we went to senghoe’s house. then we went to junjen’s house.

night : went to find mr lau but he wasnt there. then went to pasar malam. met miss yip there too. lol.. as usual. buying drinks. hehe..

haha i only got to see kan’s new haircut dat day as i din join them for karaoke dat day.. he really looked So Much YounGer! lol. lol..

went to tong shui gai. my fish porridge was sold out. haiz.. i just never got to eat wat i wanted there before. i duno y.. the street doesnt like me i guess.. there were kan, durian, senghoe, junjen, christina, pooimun, chooimee, pohann & i.

at 12am, i called YipPuiMun Jie to wish her happy birthday =) i was the 2nd to call her. pohann passed my phone around. haha. so many ppl wished her in one phone call. lol..

oh i got to see durian’s house too!! =) like junjen said.. real unique.. lol..

oh congratz for passing ur driving test ler, sifu!! =)

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28 march 2008 saturday

yip’s birthday!! =)

sms-ed her in the morning.. yumcha at guangzhou. this time peikei joined us but durian was still sleeping at home. lol.. i had my fish porridge at last.. erm pricey though..

went home. saw some relatives. they came for ching ming.

bought an insurance plan from my aunt which is gona last for 20 years. rm500 per year. own money.. there goes my annual angpow money from now onwards =( haiz.. i’m oni gona get my money when i’m 38 years old??? lol.. but i think iz a good way to stop me from using it.. but still 20 YEARS?? haiz.. dun play play.. so reluctant to part wif my money man!!

oh then we had to measure our height & weight for dat insurance thing.. and i finally noe my actual height.. haiz.. wonder whether i’ll grow any taller..

went yumcha at shang hai wif relatives. yumcha again?? lol. was really really full..

was supposed to go durian’s hse in the evening. wanted to go yip’s hse first and walk there later. haiz.. plan failed cuz i chose to sleep instead since mum is not free..

checked my interview dates. i’m having a headache now.. iz gona clash wif ching ming.. dad’s side. how is he gona bring me there? haiz.. mafan.. mafan.. 

oh called up pohann at only 1am++  to wish her happy birthday.. aih. late lar me..

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happy belated 18th birthday to YipPuiMun!!

&

happy 18th birthday to KongPohAnn!!

=)

hope both of you would have a wonderful & sweet 18th birthday this year!!

God bless both of you!!

so a new week starts. i’m recovering..

23 march 2009 monday

basketball was cancelled. every boy put aeroplane. lol.. yumcha at kee tuck seak wif pooimun, pohann & christina in the morning. i missed the pillow talk 2 on sunday ’morning’. i heard it started at 3am at pooimun’s hse. then they went hiking at kledang hill. siao. lol..

chatted a little. junjen & kan joined us later..

night : junjen, senghoe, christina, chooimee, pooimun & i went to the store to visit pohann. waited for her shift to end at 10.30pm. went for yumcha session at delight. at the start of the outing, i noticed senghoe was in a bad mood when he fetched me from my house. anyway later in junjen’s car, i was trying to control myself from straggling him.. lol.. he & pooimun tricked me into changing cars while refusing to tell me the exact reason… ended with my chat with senghoe. both of us were ‘zha dou’ by both their antics..

24 march 2009 tuesday

yumcha in the morning at kee tuck seak again. this time with pooimun, peikei, christina, pohann, chooimee, senghoe & junjen. found out there was pillow talk 3 the night before. lol.. those in pillow talk were late. peikei wasnt in a good mood. after christina & junjen left, we chatted till the afternoon.

peikei practised driving in senghoe’s car & even drove to kan & sengkeet’s houses. got home around 1++pm and had to wait outside the house cuz mum was out.. haha..

night : had to accompany senghoe for dinner. lucky i had my dinner earlier. my first one to one scenario.. was feeling Highly Uncomfortable with the situation.. haiz. there was nothing i could do. we ended up in kan’s house. the others couldnt make it cuz it was raining. kan & i ended up teaching him chapter 1 of physics f4.

got home about 10++pm. i was really tired & sleepy. teaching can be so hard!!.. really taxing… it has been so long since i last touched any books at all.. wanted to sleep but ended up online cuz i realised i havent completed my fasa 2 of that upu thing.. lol.. last minute again.. checked jpa. cooked a late nite “telephone porridge” too..

25 march 2009 wednesday

yumcha with pooimun & pohann at guangzhou. went home and slept like a pig..

4-6pm. went and taught durian & senghoe bm wif peikei, pooimun & kan. oh it was my first time riding on pooimun’s motor today!!

26 march 2009 thursday

went with mum to the jabatan pendaftaran to have a new birth certificate done for mum. glad dat we went. mum was so happy to have her new birth certificate =) her old one was real antique.

mum left me at hill top cafe and from there, i walked to ipoh parade. used that 2 flyovers to get there. met up with yeesan & sokwai. [oh which reminds me, Yeesan!! my 100% attendance certificate is still with you.. lol. i forgot to get it from u dat day.. haha..]

bought my clear folder. was kinda disappointed that we din get to visit mr hin. i only agreed to the outing cuz i tot we might visit him. haha. nvm la..

yeesan drove us to school & sokwai’s mum drove me home. thanks!! =) haha now sokwai knows where i live!! lol..

kinda enjoyed just walking & spending time with Both of them. haha we were walking aimlessly, whiling away the time, sipping the ice-blended drinks until the time came for us to leave.

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as for sokwai, i wish u a speedy recovery!!. may ur wounds get well soon!

and to all those going for interviews the next week, all the best to all of you out there!!  =)

to sifu who would be taking your driving test tomorrow, all the best to you too!!

oh i only found out juz now that peikei, pooimun, christina, junjen, senghoe & kan were in parade too today. it was just that they were hidden in k-box until 5.30pm. lol.. oh wells..

so i was sick for the whole week.

i cried in front of a boy on sunday, 15 march 2009. haha my First time. so paiseh.. i was really sick & the whole ‘thing’ just made me cry. anyway glad it was all over.. i learnt one or two valuable lessons..

my week was just spent at the clinic. i went to the clinic almost everyday!!

high fever > infection > allergy to medicine.

it was a crazy week. i never had a headache due to sickness before.. now i have experienced it. and to think that i am So Sick only after i got my results.. bad luck. i barely had time to complete my scholarship applications.. my time all spent just sleeping off the pain. no outings. a boring week indeed.

the only different day 19 march 2009 thursday

a day before the 2nd batch of ns starts..

edu fair at syuen hotel..

met chin & dawn then jiafoong at the fair. i was really happy to meet them.. iz been ages since…

went with singyee, chen, kan & junjen cuz i need transport there.

the fair.. nothing much i guess. juz had interest in uniten.. haha. sat there and asked some questions about accountancy.. then they brought me to that agency thing near crazy ice-cream.. while away my time there. i dont think i am interested in colleges at all. lol..

saw zhihui there too. she was with her mum. chatted a lot with her. haha can be considered a lot lar cuz iz been so long since i last saw her too. went to deli garden with the intention to visit florence but she stopped working jor.. haha. seeked some ‘free medical advice’ too since her mum is a nurse. hehe =P

went to crazy ice-cream for a late lunch. my first time there. saw munleong working there. i had a set of fish & chips. 

went home.

went to kan’s house at night. it was supposed to be a short last gathering before some of them leave for the 2nd batch of ns. lol.. it ended up as a sleepover. mum was asking me to go home.. haha but i din.. such a disobedient daughter..

enjoyed myself chatting while sitting at the balcony. there were a few of us. pohann, pooimun, durian, kan & i. the rest were in the livinng room. haha i enjoyed the pillow talk later too. lol never had pillow talk with guys.. 5 of us. junjen, kan, pooimun, pohann & i. shared a little bit here & there.. haha i think chen was eavesdropping while sleeping.. lol.. nvm la..

went home at 7++ am..

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well to those in the first batch of ns 2009, WELCOME HOME!!

meanwhile, to those in the 2nd batch, ENJOY YOURSELVES!! =)

14 march 2009 saturday

went hiking at kledang hill. everyone was late except cikgu. y isit dat when we include cikgu in our activities, evrything just goes wrong???

went there in chen’s car. he drove kan, senghoe & i there. the girls arrived themselves. junjen overslept..

went up the road. cikgu & her daughter. chen, kan, senghoe, christina, chooimee, pooimun, pohann & i went up too. junjen & durian caught up with us halfway..

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james’ party.. to celebrate his good results. i went way earlier cuz my parents had a dinner to attend. very punctual. was there at 7.30pm.. sweat. too early for words..

sat thr like a sopo among All his relatives. the others came later. he invited 3 other acs friends of his too : jinhwa, wenghong & sum.. haha bet they duno i know their names.. lol..

was feeling sick there. haiz. in the end i din really enjoy myself cuz i was busy with my own throbbing head & there wasnt much to do there.. i even had to ask for a panadol.. haiz..

after a teh tarik & a roti tisu at the mamak stall way early in the morning, the wanted to go for ‘night view’.. in which kan escaped by going home. wise choice indeed. long journey but nothing much there.

due to certain reasons, the sleepover ended up in pooimun’s house..

bad choice.. i really should have just went home.. cuz after dat i was sick for the whole week…

13 march 2009 friday

went to jusco with yip, kityee, audrey, jamie, phuiyan, yeesan & eexin. some ppl couldnt make it.. anyway those who made it :

~yip’s back from utp to take her spm results.

~kityee’s free at home.

~audrey’s back from kl to take results too.

~jamie’s also back from kl.

~phuiyan’s back from ns.

~yeesan came from school after certifying stuffs.

~eexin passed her driving test. congratz. =)

watched race to witch mountain after a meal at jusco’s food court again. had a jap set. duno wat chicken teriyaki rice.. not dat worth my money.

glad to see all of them after so long. happy to see them.. to talk to them.. haha da end of the meet when we chatted at mcD made me so worried about krishan.

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kinda got cheated to get to my bm tuition..

while away my time there.

pasar malam : was hoping for it to rain. it didn’t.. so went there at 9pm. i was the latest.. lol..

went to greentown’s old town kopitiam to yumcha. kan, junjen, singyee, chen, senghoe, durian, christina, chooimee, pooimun & i. had a single toast & iced mocha.

it was late again when i got home..

12 march 2009  thursday

well the day everyone’s waiting for..

i was sleeping so soundly after the outing yesterday nite..

it was yip’s phone call Early in the morning that woke me up. can u imagine? she called me at 8 sumthing in the morning!!

NOwhere near 10am.. lol.. calling me to tell me how scared she is.. aih.. i could have done with more sleep. but she was freaking out. so…

well coming to my own feelings. i was actually panicking dat i was not feeling anything. i was amazed with myself. it was like not knowing wat to feel. all my hopes given to God. i duno..  i was feeling guilty for not having the excitement or rush of emotion or wateva u call it..

haha eexin sms me to ask me whether i was in skul already. i was thinking : why is evry1 so excited. haha..

reached skul, got scolded by the guard for wearing shorts.. saw the many ppl [esp. the parents] More excited than me.. got my skul mag.. and suddenly the teachers came in. all seated at the respective labelled tables.

as usual, we started with a speech by the principal, mrs lee. 9 gals with straight A1s & 34 with straight As. she announced the 9. when my name was announced, i couldnt believe it as i dared not hope for it. but yea i was really grateful & thankful to God.. hehe as of all occasions, i oso cried.. couldnt really believe it.. so yea congratulations to audrey, chin, fadhilah, lim, sokwai, eexin, yip & michelle.. to the others, congratulations too! i may not know your exact results but i think all of us deserve a round of applause for the effort put in to face the battle field back in spm 2008. 

oh i gave the malay girl who told me i’ll get my a1s a hug too. she amazed me by having so much faith in me. her confidence in me merely a few days before we took spm spoke volumes to me. true enough, when i went to her, she had forgotten what she said. but i remembered her. dats wat matters!! thank you!

saw & thanked the teachers available to be thanked.. i still have not managed to thank pn murizan, pn ang & pn lim. haiz..

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told dad & cousin bout my results in the school through the phone. i only told mum in the car.. haha unlike many parents she was totally calmed & composed. lol.. she’s the most accepting mum i can ever have in my life!! thank you so much!!

oh i have many thanks to my aunt & her family who made the effort to send those congratulatory messages to me! thank you so much.. i now have more contacts in my hp. lol..

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i went with yip to azizah’s. pohann was there. the rest came later.. she treated all of us there with pizza. haha. very meriah la..

i was very glad dat durian & senghoe did not fail their bm!! this means they would still have their spm certificate!! =) well they still have to retake to improve their grades.. i wish them all the best!!..

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aih another chapter of our lives gone.. more ahead..

to all those who got their results dat thursday, whether u are happy, sad, frustrated or somewhere in between, i wish you all the best in your future undertakings!!

best wishes for the future!!

it’s been lovely knowing all of you!!  =)

*sound of book slamming* ~ another chapter closes in my life…

11 march 2009 wednesday

the supposingly ‘last morning’ before taking our spm results.

so yea chatted with them about the plans the night before. it was decided dat we yumcha at sun chui yun at 9am.

in the morning, i got a call dat sun chui yun did not open dat day. yumcha changed to our HQ : nam zhau. lol..

after the many phone calls, in the end, there were only 6 of us : junjen, singyee, durian, christina, pooimun & i.

we chatted about the nite. the supposingly ‘last night’ before our results too.

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went to the fun fair. despite going to christina’s hse at 8++ pm, we only started for the fun fair at 9++ pm. the fun fair was not as fun as expected. haha. anyway the best was of cuz the bumper car. i have never played bumper cars with So Many friends. haha. i went up the Ferris wheel with junjen too. it was his first time. haha. my 2nd. we chatted the whole time we were ‘caged in’. popo was looking at us from below. like our guardian. haha..

moved on at 1130++pm. yumcha. all the fuss.. it was so late when all was decided. we went to a chinese restaurant in old town. it was kinda scary there.. so late sumore. durian, junjen, singyee, senghoe, kan, chen, james, christina, pohann, pooimun & i.  

had 3 types of noodles. and a ‘kuk fa’ drink.. forgot how much i paid..

dad called me at 1 sumthing in the morning, asking me why i wasnt home. lol.. i told him i’ll get home real soon. scary indeed. but luckily when i got home, he was sleeping.. so yea. i survived another ‘dangerous outing’.. lol. aih i’ve been really naughty these days… hv to repent soon…

sorry for the lack of updates. modem only one port now. haiz. so when dad wana use….. nvm dis is wat i can recall..

4 march 09 wednesday

went for basketball. explained to them. yumcha.

went for movie. love matters. didn’t think it was really worth the money. it’s basically dealing with sex. but different age groups. yumcha at kopitiam.

5 march 09 thursday

i duno wateva basketball prank they were playing. luckily, no matter it was on or not, i would have to go to the park. i had to pass something to someone.

waited kinda long outside that house. then finally passed it to her. i walked 5 rounds around the park.. then bought a tofu cake & walked home. haha i saw sokwai’s aunt & my father’s friend who even asked me whether i wana join him yumcha.. lol.. 

later in the evening, singyee, junjen, kan, christina & i went hiking at kledang hill. junjen, christina & i only climbed halfway.. we accompanied christina down. she gave us a treat. so my watermelon juice was free. haha.

6 march 09 friday

i woke up late. i went to the park as usual. 2nd round of passing thing. well this time there was actually basketball. but i din even touched the ball. after passing the thing, i went back & chatted with them at the swing. they told me ah kan put aeroplane & sengkeet was very cham..

haha so christina & i decided to cycle to their houses. sengkeet was drinking milo while kan was still Sleeping!! both of us waited outside her house for a while & called his handphone.. nvm nothing came out from there.. thought of scolding him for putting aeroplane when he asked sengkeet to go.. lol

7 march 2009 saturday

supposed to be the day the trip was on. anyway went to school for sports day. i went so early. was bored, sleepy & tired of waiting when i finally saw sokwai & kahmun. then kityee & tracy came too. we waited for jamie.

i kinda screamed when i saw glenna. haha. then yeesan & eexin came.. sports was like sports day. the only difference for me is getting to watch the march pass without being involved in it. haha.. so cavell 1st, victoria 2nd…

went wif yeesan, glenna, eexin & zhihui to ipoh parade. met up wif jamie there.. moven peak. shared a lamb set with zhihui. v affordable..

sent glenna home after lunch. i finally know whr her granny’s hse is. iz so near pooimun’s house.

oh pooimun was off when i went to mp. haiz. she no chance to serve me… lol..

8 march 09 sunday

nothing much.

this is continued from tuesday 3 march 09. well this 3/3/09 day is a Bad Day for me.

cuz u see at the end of my previous post,  i did not get to watch just follow law or get my much-needed sleep.. i ended up calling up ppl who do not know that the trip was getting More expensive. i forgot i only notified some of them. 

i was also in the middle of doing something important on the internet When the lightning struck. the thunder was Very Loud. and Gone!..

what is Gone? my Modem is gone. we duno wats wrong. every light on the modem lighted up except the internet light. and That is exactly the light we needed to light up to go Online!! when it finally lights up, the modem restarts. i didn’t know it until dad came back and wanted to use the internet at night.

i thought everything was fine bcuz we have a lightning adapter. it was too late when i realised that my old lightning adapter was struck by lightning and NOT REPLACED by dad. DIE.. so we HAD a lightning adapter. notice the PAST TENSE?? arrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh. stupid me to forget that. i should have turned off the computer when the thunder started becoming Louder..   

oh and what happened to my sleep? oh yea my calls. first i received a call from the girl, telling me that i have to collect the bus money and pass it to her today [tuesday] at 4pm. i can cycle to tuition to pass it to her. my mind went ”wat the heck? cant u tell me earlier? i havent even started collecting!!” plus i wouldnt be seeing them today [tuesday] cuz iz late afternoon already! of cuz i juz told her the ‘not seeing’ part. negotiated & so i got myself a day to collect from more than 10 ppl. some of which i had not notify the chg in price. Die..

so i started calling. i called christina. she was planning the movie tomorrow.. Sh**

conflict 01 : if we are watching movie tomorrow, it’s high chance that they would not wana go out for basketball tomorrow morning. and how am i supposed to collect the money?

conflict 02 : how am i supposed to pass her the money at 4pm tomorrow if i am most probably in the cinema watching a movie??

next, i called honchoon.

conflict 03 : he has test tomorrow [wednesday] so he cannot come to pay me. and where or how am i gona find the extra money??

he then sms me. another Sh** to settle.

conflict 04 : he may not be going for the trip if he fails his motorcycle test. he needs the money to retake his test. [OH GREAT!!] so there are less & less ppl going..

i had to contact ziyi, lingling & sengkeet. all 3 i havent seen since n-days ago.. all 3 are very cooperative. they juz agreed to meet up and pass me the money BUT..

conflict 05 : how am i gona make it to azizah tomorrow at 10am to meet ziyi & lingling if i have basketball with them & also cycle to sengkeet’s house to get the money from him?? i cant split myself into 3!!!

later this one last phone call i received pushed me to the edge of the cliff. i had no choice but to jump..

the girl called me at night to ask me about the transport Again. whether we could get 3 cars to go there so that we need not rent the Stupid Darn Expensive Bus. BUT i have told her Again And AGAIN that i couldnt. she then told me that her friends all ran off, unwilling to fork out such a large sum just to visit their kampung. Fine.. i thought..

then a quick calculation showed me that all of us would have to add in rm20 More if we were to stay on with the trip. VERY OVER Budget. she asked me how and i asked her if we could juz call it quits. since no payment was made Yet, We decided that the trip is CANCELLED. it’z Our Final Decision. i’m sorry for not consulting anyone. but i Gave Up.

this solved my conflicts above.. i know i am wrong to take the easy way out. i should not have done that. but i just could not stand it anymore. it’s hard for me to even get to sleep without thinking about how the trip would turn out with everything so uncertain. so blur.  

it was then that i needed to get online to inform them of the trip. and the modem failed me. i had to sms All 17 ppl. all digi numbers except senghoe’s. and No i dun use Digi. No Super SMS plan.. my $$$ ar….. T.T 

and they must have thought that i chicken-ed out and did not online to explain the situation to them. haiz… i felt so irresponsible.

devastated.

i even had to call cikgu at night to tell her. well let’s just say it’s not the best phone call to tell someone of a bad news and hear her reaction And feel the disappointment seeping it.

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on another note, durian came & paid me at my house!! haha lol. it was raining & he insisted on coming. sun bin wor. cuz his bro fetch him go yumcha.. lol.. but waiting for him i lost my precious sleeping hours.

surprisingly, i received a phone call from xyz. we chatted normally at first. then it turned out boring in the end. aih but wells.. it has been so long since we both chatted like that.. lol.. somehow i know that it’s not gona happen again.. so i’ll treasure it.. i have a feeling the call cost xyz lots of money..

i received a phone call in the middle of the call too. i’m sorry we didn’t talk much. i would have loved to!!.. i’m sorry. but yea thanks for calling..

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OH i want my old modem back!!!!  

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sorry for disappointing everyone.

pathetic.

tuesday 3 march 2009

haha i am very happy that i can sleep till whatever time i want =) no waking up early today!!

i slept at 1 something But only woke up at 11 something. more than 7 hours eh?!! this means that i am really tired!! haha these words i learnt from jessica : accumulative sleep deprivation. isit these 3 words ar? i oso knot rmb jor.. wakakakaka.. well i’ve been greatly deprived of my sleep nowadays.. and seldom do i take afternoon naps..

so yea lazed around till NOW.. hehe.. 

wah i am aimless today.. feel like sleeping now. haha..

watch just follow law or sleep leh?? hehe..