Just Emptying My Thoughts..

Friday 30/10 : Part 2

At night, I went to pasar malam at First Garden & we had a surprise party for Christina at her house.

I was really thankful that I got a listening ear during my walk with her. I was feeling so, so frustrated those few days and I felt so much better after that =)

I spent a lot there too. Haha. Who says there’s nothing to buy at the night market?? But those at Christina’s house had to wait till I was done with my business of Talking & Shopping there before I walked Christina home. Haha..

It was an early surprise party because her birthday would be on the day that Chan & I are leaving. 5 november =(

I was touched when my brother actually called me to ask me what time I was going home. He actually waited for me after watching Alien VS Predator 2 on TV3. He told me he was tired and wanted to sleep already. Awww… So sweet of him =)

Saturday 31/10 :

8.30am. Chan & I were late for TaiChi at Polo Ground. Foong, ZiYin, YenNee & Simm were already waiting for us. So were our Sifu-s.. A total of Five 3rd formers from SamTet TaiChi club.

It was really a graceful type of art..

Too bad my slow brain couldnt cope with what was being taught. I was feeling so lost and a feeling of my brain being jammed. I am not joking when I say I have a bad memory and bad hand-leg coordination. It’s for Real. I really salute some of my Sifu-s for being so patient with me!! Hehe.. On top of that, those little sifu-s which came were kinda cute =) At first, they were shy. Haha..

Sunday 1/11 :

I was feeling so bored at home that I had to look for a way out. I really wanted to go online. Thus, my First time online using WiFi@McD. Haha.. Totally enjoyed that feeling. Fully charged my laptop at McD. FOC. haha..

Thanks a bunch! Though I know you wont be reading this..

Monday 2/11 :

Lol. Had two toasts in the morning. Had a haircut with no obvious change in length. Decided to try a new type of fringe. Hehe.. Mum let me drove back from Pusing =)

Washing your hair in a salon is so damn comfortable. No wonder those ladies are willing to pay. One of my First experience again.. haha..

Sent bro to tuition and ended up staying for the whole duration of his tuition. LOL..

One long week had passed since I last blogged.

November is here now. 2nd November to be exact. Time flies. It seriously flies when you are enjoying life as it is. I’m gonna miss my lazy life here =) So much of intro.. Swt..

Wednesday & Thursday 28-29/10:

Went to Penang with ZiHan, HuiYee, Chan, CheahAnn & SiewBee. Totally enjoyed the food there!! Gurney Hotel was awesome too. We stayed in Room 1004. The view was good enough.

We really walked a lot!! Our feet were sore due to the long walks we took that we had to soak  them in the bathtub.. Hehe. But I still LOVE walking. Pity my shoes though..

Then, there was the incident in the afternoon when we Almost couldn’t get a room there because all 6 of us are NOT 21 YET. Haha.. We had to borrow someone’s IC to register. The whole thing was funny.

I’m gonna miss the Laksa & Cendol at Penang Road.

I like Rapid Penang too. Fast & Comfortable. How come they dont come up with buses like that in Ipoh?

Only 1 regret : I spent a lot in this trip =(

Friday 30/10:

I was actually supposed to get to MGS. But after putting the plan away due to transport problem, I found a myself at “Little India” (as Foong calls it..)

Foong, JiaYi, JienMay, RuoChien & I went there with the aim to learn more about the Indian culture. I am there merely due to this thing called Responsibility. Learnt a little more than what I already knew. From this, I realised another HUGE difference between being educated in SMK & SMJK. It’s the exposure to the different cultures. Hehe I can take this chance to say that I’m proud to be an ex-MGS-ian!! =)

It’s amazing how God puts things into place. After having a cup of Ipoh White Coffee at Old Town, Foong drove us ALL to Greentown. I amazingly got to Ipoh Parade And I finally got to meet up with my Beloved classmates!! =) Haha there goes my transport problem. Dissolved into thin air =) I really have to thank Foong for making it happen for me that day!

Met up with ZhiHui, SokWai & YeeSan. Chatted at Coral Cafe. Both SokWai & YeeSan were mostly listening to ZhiHui & I lamenting about our life in Matrics, but it was good enough seeing both of them =) When they left, ZhiHui & I chatted about other matters. Let’s call it matters of the heart. LOL.. *wink*.. I really had fun sharing! haha..

Then, when I had to wait 1 hour outside Mr.Goh’s tuition centre (ZhiHui’s mum drove me there. Thanks Auntie!!) to carpool home, a kind soul dropped by and sent me home. Haha.. I was wondering if I could join the class if I hadn’t make that call.. I called someone out of boredom while I was waiting and it actually saved me 1 hour of waiting =) Thanks! You see, I really have desperate transport problem on Fridays.. All the while, mum thought I took a bus home. LOL..

I’m back in Ipoh on Tuesday night.

Done with ZhiHui’s House At The Corner on Thursday. I bet she forgot she ever lended me that storybook..

>>> It’s a story book by Enid Blyton. It has got lots of family values in it. Haha.. All I can say is don’t belittle a children storybook. That’s because I can still find words I do not know in it. Haha.. I dont know whether that indicates my English is so Weak BUT all I know is I enjoyed reading it. The feel and joy of reading storybooks again. Ahh…. FEELS GOOD MAN!!

Then I proceed to the laptop & started watching Boys Over Flowers. Thanks to Rosalind. She transferred the series from her 80GB external harddrive to my laptop on the day before I’m leaving for Ipoh. I’ve got many other yummy series too. Haha..

>>> I guess I’ll really melt my way through this series. This series can really make my heart melt =) I remember KahMun used to promote this series to me after the SPM but somehow I just forgot to tune in to KBS World at the right time. Haha but now it’s much better. I don’t have to wait for commercial breaks =)

So that’s my first series after oh so long..

Went to Jusco on Friday. For the afternoon, if  I hadn’t promised ZiHan that I’ll be there, I would have slept throughout the afternoon. Fruitless outing..

Happy Deepavali Everyone!! =)

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Birthday wishes :

Happy Belated 18th Birthday to my Ex-deskmate, Jessica Loh.

(haha never thought you would reply my message. LOL..)

Happy Belated 20th Birthday to my cousin, Ming Siew.

(Wishing you all the Best there!!)

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Bad luck.. SingYee found my blog Today. Congratulations to You. SWT.. I have to Salute you. I never thought it was That easy to find my blog. haha.. You see, I promised I’ll post.. LOL..

p/s  to Sifu (if you are reading this..) : SingYee found it so much more faster than you. haha..

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No. of dreaded Exam Days left : 2

I was online for So, So Long..

Time for some Physics..

BEWARE : Long-winded post ahead.. Sorry to bore all of you..

I have not blogged about my life or day here simply because I Dislike it here.

But today I think I would excuse myself.

Friday. 16 October 2009.

It was after the Physics Paper 1. I wasnt feeling in the mood for anything but I still joked around with my roommates. Had lunch.

After a nap, Chan came to find me for the second time of the day, settling some bus ticket business.

It was kind of a relief not seeing her for so many days during the exam period. I dont know why.

We bought ice-creams and walked all the way to that ATM machine with that Merciless Sun shining upon us just to withdraw money. All I had to say is that she really knows how to choose the time to withdraw money. Swt..

I had a filling lunch, two ice-creams and one bottle of green tea but i still got hungry very early that night. Talking about eating to destress.. I just felt the urge to eat and eat and eat..

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I had 4 chatting sessions yesterday. Different groups of people. Different languages.

I almost poured my heart out. Lucky I managed to control my mouth. Those things not meant to be made known. Haih.. I can only say I dont know & dont ask me.. Next, at the cafeteria cuz i forgot to bring my room keys..

Later in Shobana’s room. It was actually refreshing to chat with a bunch of people in English. Thanks to Shobana =) I normally converse in Mandarin with the Chinese girls here, except for those Ipoh-ians. haha.. And oh, she made me gain so much interest in reading magazines. So gonna get my hands on them this Monday Afternoon. LOL.. Not to forget my MUET speaking test on the next day =(

The next group actually cant believe that I actually had fun chatting around in English. Haha, I dont know what’s wrong with them. I believe I can get along with anyone if I am in the mood. It’s up to them to believe or not.

In Ann’s room, we chatted too. Ann, SiewBee, SooYing, Rosalind, Shobana & I. We finished up Ann’s SunMaid Raisins. lol.. That shows how hungry I was. It ended up with supper (which was supposed to be my dinner..) The food was good. Maybe because they weren’t rushing the orders. Ours was most probably the last order of the day. I have to admit that I might be too hungry. Haha.. Ann who Rarely goes down went down with us =)

I was kinda worried about SiewBee cuz she looked kinda tired and stressed..

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It felt kinda sad when we went back to the dormitory. It felt like a last day for me to enjoy like that.

I felt really sad.. They couldnt understand why. How I wish I could pour out my heart to someone.

I know clearly what awaits me the Next Sem. How my time would be spent Again.. I know I’ll not be free Till the End of next sem.. Haih.. I would not be free like this anymore. How I wish the Study Week & Exam days don’t end, when no Unnecessary People would disrupt my peaceful college life.. But the stress and the way i waste time in the Study Week & Exams dont do me any good either.. Aih..

But if I were given a chance to choose, I’ll still opt for Study Week & Exams. This shows How Much I hate those Unnecessary disruptions in my college life. I hate it. I loath it. And i DETEST IT!!!!! It’s the Major factor preventing me from truly enjoying myself here. It’s not the company here. In fact, I am even scared to see so many people being so supportive of me. I’m really scared I would Fail them. But it’s my choice. And Regret could do Nothing.

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I checked out SiewBee who’s gona spend the night at Ann’s room before I went back to my room. Kinda worried about her. Hope she’s okay. She’s one of the person I really care about here. I’m growing fond of her. Haha..

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Then at night, I did not sleep. I waited until it was after 12 to use my Digi Campus to call up people. I had to speak to someone. I tried calling Yip, then Krishan. No answer. Yip only changes to her Digi number on the weekends.. Aih..

Called others instead. But those people I called.. I couldnt bring myself to tell them my problems or even my feelings. It just seemed so hard. I dont want to burden their already saturated minds with my Unnecessary problems too. HAIH..I ended up chatting about every other thing in the world.

How I wish SokWai & JiaFoong or even ZhiHui have Digi numbers. Chatting with them about every other thing in the world would not seem so bad after all..

Exams. Not easy. The usual me.. But I believe the last minute cramming didnt work out fine this time. I dont know what results awaits me.

For the first time in my life, I did my exams with so much pressure.

When I couldnt answer my Maths Paper 2, I can feel my head throbbing. I was worried that I could not enter a good local university if I didn’t do well in my exams. That Four Flat is pressing me in my head. I could not imagine what local uni would accept me if I dont score in my exams. Can you imagine all these going on inside my head when I am looking at all the Maths questions I couldn’t solve?? I was thinking of the Maths lecturers I would disappoint and even Mr. Hin, even though he’s not part of my matriculation life now.. And my parents.. Aih..

Chemistry. I dont know what I was thinking till i did not see question 4. It was a compulsory question and I just missed it. Was I blind? And i chose the wrong question to do. A question that wasted my time. I dont know why I continued wasting my time with that question.

Physics. I AM REALLY SCARED AND I AM NOT KIDDING. haih..

The importance of scoring and getting those A’s.. Argggghh..

I’m really, really Scared..

Well, well. I’m in the middle of my finals now and I should very well be studying now… 1 more Physics paper to go. I dont know if I’ll survive that fateful Monday.

Anyway..

During my study week, I suddenly dreamt of Yip. Haha.. Then it got me thinking of my friends. I certainly miss Yip, SokWai & JiaFoong a lot that week. Dont ask me why it’s the 3 of them? I miss them more gua. Lol..

Then on Saturday, I received a call from Yip in the morning!!.. We chatted like old times. Gosh, really miss her alot. I have to thank Digi Campus. Krishan called me too in the evening, Also using Digi Campus. It certainly gave me a nice surprise. It felt so good to keep in touch.. I’m so happy to hear from her and know that she’s okay, doing well in her studies. Ganbatte lor, our Future Lawyer!! =)

ZhiHui messaged me to wish me luck!! =) Hope she did well in her finals & MUET speaking. All the best to you too, buddy!! =)

Well, it looks like my one week is up again.

Adios for now!

Till next time!! =)

“Happy Birthday, Cikgu!! “

=)

Going back to where I don’t belong. Aih..

I’m back from basketball with mum. She joined me after her morning walk. Haha..

There were bunch of juniors playing and we had to make way for their game when the game moves towards our side of the court. They yelled “Auntie!! Coming!!” when they needed us to make way. LOL..

Looking at my mum play, I felt useless as her daughter. Both my parents Were active in sports But I am Not. Haha somehow I had always understood that I had no talent in sports. But it just feels kinda sad to really accept the Fact because I like sports too. It’s not that I hated sports.

According to someone who observed me when I played badminton,

1) my arms have no energy  2) my reflex is slow  3) i don’t have timing.

Those 3 are the important aspects in the game. I can’t even smash.. Even basketball required no. 1.. aih..

I suppose it could still be due to lack of practice. We don’t learn everything in a day, do we?? But still, I realise this “all-rounder” thing will never apply to me.. haha..

I’m still considering whether to go to Ipoh Parade today. I want to meet Chin and most probably JiaFoong’s going to be there. It’s a fact that I’m missing the sleepover tonight. I’m sorry I couldn’t make it..

Going Yumcha with Mum first.. Then to the police station to cancel my police report. hehe.. =)

“Academics is all I have now.

And now I’m scared that I’ll lose it too.”

Plans for Thursday : Wake up early to shoot basketball while mum goes for morning walk. Hope little bro doesn’t tag along..

Should I meet up with Chin at Ipoh Parade tomorrow?? To go or not to go?? Haih.. Big Dilemma.. I’ll see what God has in store for me tomorrow. I’ll Leave it into His hands..

~ oh, i’m so happy i’m done with my differentiation ~

=)